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» Monday, September 14, 2009 / -12:03 PM
Life of a Cashew Nut



If someone asked me , what is the meaning of life to you. Well im gonna say life is like a cashew nut. I am a very good observer. I see so many things around me. Lets just focus on the blogger itself in which i hangin from one blog to the other blogs and what i can tell from that is, about the people. The people is different from one persona to the others. I met certain cool people in blogger and i tried to be like them. Apparently its a stupid act. I am more confortable to be myself. By reading the content of someone's blog we can predict what type of person that owns the blog. And i do find a very inspiring content in certain blog and i tried to be the immitater of them by trying to post that kind of content.

I even once change my writing styles, languages and others. I tried to be cool as them. But again , it is the worst thing to do.We cannot pretend to be someone which we're not. Whoever where are, we must learn to accept ourself before others can do that to us. Sometimes i feel like i am still hangin in the mid air trying to seek for my own identity. Sometimes i do not know what i want for myself. I tried to get my own life and build my sweet memories before it was tarnished, again maybe. Sometimes i feel like, why is life so hard? Is all this because of me? Maybe i just need to let the god do His job, He know whats the best for me. Maybe i just need to ignore the others and start to think about myself.

My life path is still a long way to go.I dont't really take it much when someone hates me or criticise me, because for me they have their right to say whatever they want. And if they're judging me, they don't have any right to do that. Because they don't know me. I know myself better and i know how good or bad i am. Why i said life is like a cashew nut? Because cashew nut is a hypocrite. It looks like a very hard nut but when u chew it, it doesn't as hard as you think. It is actully sweet but it wil changes it's taste once you coated it. You can salted it and roasted it. It will never be the same with it's origin.



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